Read Me

I was:-

  • a very tom-boyish girl who had never worn a dress other than the school uniform during the time of secondary school
  • someone who could hardly stay silent when there is something that is irritating, disgusting or revolting, regardless of the circumstances
  • dreaming to have a house as big as the sawah padi near to my house *Dreaming*
  • longing to have a pair of nice shaped legs (If you know me or have seen me before, you will understand why I wish so)
  • very reluctant to the CHEMISTRY, specially when it comes to memorising all the chemical structures, or the chemical names
  • never having faith that the first love can last forever
  • very into designing and used to *innocently* believe that I have been gifted the talent
  • a girl who does not like pink and cat AT ALL
  • once feeling upset because of my big nose n' wished to go Korea for the real "liquifying" effect



And I'm now:-
  • still a not-very-girlly girl (or a woman at this stage *sob*) but at least I wear dresses now a day wakaka
  • able to zip my mouth and silence-mode myself OCCASIONALLY
  • knowing that girls always stupidly dream like no boundary
  • still searching for the ways to shape my legs nicer, how sad
  • taking the pharmacy degree, in which memorising the chemical structures or names is compulsory for some occasions =.=
  • believing in my FIRST LOVE and want it to last FOREVER
  • so far away from the field of designing and I think the "talent I thought I have was a dream, too
  • feeling that pink does look great SOMETIMES. But still, I HATE cat
  • keep telling myself that BIG NOSE means RICH IN THE FUTURE!


I heart:-
  • My cute lovely family
  • My baby dearie - Feng, and his BIG FAMILY
  • Adam Lambert's SONGS (yeaaa, his SONGS nia)
  • Jam Hsiao's SONGS ( " )
  • Shopping, esp online shopping as there are no irritating sales girls around me *grr*
  • My old crazy gang of friends (even though we have seldom kept each other in touch now a day, saddishhh =[ )
  • My greenie laptop, errr.. SOMETIMES
  • Colors
  • Doodling drawing writing
  • Cute stuffs? ......never loh. I want to be cool not cute k. If you people see me acting cute, do not hesitate to slap me!