The sucking feeling

I know that crying isn't the best way to solve any problems.

I know that tears are the thing which betray always.

I know that I am weak.

I know everything, but not the problem between both of my lovely parents.

N the feeling sucks, suck suck suck to the end.


I was alone there, so eagerly I wanted to come back home.
And now I am home, I feel like escaping,



AGAIN.

but
where to?